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if things are going fine, why the heaviness?
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nope, i dont have an answer to that.
cause things are never really 'fine' to begin with.
there's always going to be mountains in our way,
and we'll always try to make em move.
at what expense; i wouldnt know.

sometimes,

no matter how much you tolerate,

no matter how much you take others into consideration,

it'll just come back and haunt you.

what's there to do when caring turns into hurt?

can one just stop and not be bothered?

or just live with it?

so many things pent up in me,

none i could tell.

i dont know who to turn to.

forgiveness.

anger.

frustration.

how does one open his mouth and ask for help?

..i just cant..