Wednesday, January 14, 2009

mad woman!

no matter how nicely i try to put this, it's gonna come out pathetic..so why bother neh?
it's the twentieth time i've been scrolling down my contact list...
frankly, there isnt a single soul out there that i could talk to, whine to if you'd prefer that.
who'd entertain ma nuisance.
while i want to talk to someone, i dont feel like it at the same time.
there isnt anything tht i wanna talk about. hence nothing to say anyway.
but i cant stand staring into the ceiling, not being able to sleep.
so the whole, i wana talk, yet i dun feel lk discussing anything at the same time, is frustrating.

i've resolved to coming online. NO ONE's here-.-
so i took out the solitaire thingy...and man the pegs are scary.

one sideof it is the shape of a star, the other, a fugly creepy looking clown.*shivers*

perhaps my final resolution would be me, getting a brick, putting it next to ma bed
so i can just knock myself out when i have to.i doubt counting sheeps would work.
reading? lids are too heavy, tired and sleepy, but i cant sleep...
do i sound crazy?
*happy thoughts* *happy thoughts* *happy thoughts*
repeated chanting.....
I AM CRAZY!!!
okie, if you would kindly ignore whatever that has been said up there.
thank you.
rantings....pfft
*someone please slap the shit outta me*

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