happy birthday to me..

when he doesnt even bother texting you much,

when he doesnt bother calling as much,

when 30 mins on the phone is considered long,

when so much has to be said and done in order for him to spend time with you,

when the rest of the world wishes you happy birthday but him,

when you're fighting back tears on your birthday,

you know where you stand,

your importance, easily measured.

your suspicion is proven right.

your doubts deemed necessary.

you're taken for granted.

now,

WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO ABOUT THAT???

i deserve more than this shit you're giving me.

i deserve to be treated better than this.

how long will you take to realise that?