it's 635 in the morning.
no, i'm not early.
just that i couldnt sleep.
GAHHH......
too many things.
i cant help to think about.
i cannot NOT think about.
something has to be done.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
guess a lil
hush.
quiet.
silence's here.
quiet.
silence's here.
no words.
no sound.
it's here to stay.
the wind.
the echoes.
gone.
welcome.
don't.
leave me be.
alone.
ME.
goodbye.
please.
i plead.
will you?
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
two cents worth
I guess it's about time I write something long and essay-like since I've been spoilt by the grace of micro-blogging. In fact, I've been writing those 5 words sentences so often that I'm beginning to question my ability to actually come up with a decent essay. So here it is, a decent, 'long' blog instead of the usual to prove that my years of essay-writing in high school are yet to be wasted.
It's safe to say that after months of deliriously indulging in the emoness that has become such a vital part of my personality, I'm happier. No, the responsibilities have yet to show mercy but it's alright, I've learnt to embrace it. None the less, despite the extra stuff that I'm plunging into, I feel alot lighter, lighter than how it's been for the past few months.
Over the past few months, I've learnt to let go. I can now rub the scar and not feel it throbs, stare at the past and not to be haunted by it later. From denying everything, I've managed to come to a point where I stop pushing them away. While I've mastered the art of denial, I've come to terms with the art of acceptance as well cause if there's anything I've learnt, when you can deny no more, just take it in. That's my two cents worth right there.
It's safe to say that after months of deliriously indulging in the emoness that has become such a vital part of my personality, I'm happier. No, the responsibilities have yet to show mercy but it's alright, I've learnt to embrace it. None the less, despite the extra stuff that I'm plunging into, I feel alot lighter, lighter than how it's been for the past few months.
Over the past few months, I've learnt to let go. I can now rub the scar and not feel it throbs, stare at the past and not to be haunted by it later. From denying everything, I've managed to come to a point where I stop pushing them away. While I've mastered the art of denial, I've come to terms with the art of acceptance as well cause if there's anything I've learnt, when you can deny no more, just take it in. That's my two cents worth right there.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
dumb acts
we were chilling, playing cards.
he walked by, shouted hello.
she looked up, returned a smile.
he went on, walked into a metal stand.
we stared at each other,
broke into laughters.
he turned back, murmured good-bye.
embarrassed.
he walked by, shouted hello.
she looked up, returned a smile.
he went on, walked into a metal stand.
we stared at each other,
broke into laughters.
he turned back, murmured good-bye.
embarrassed.
lol.
and i thought stuff like that are too comedic to happen in real life.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
e-mode
a promise i've made,
a closure i've drawn.
bonded by a string,
tied into a knot.
undo it you can't,
tighten it, i must.
a closure i've drawn.
bonded by a string,
tied into a knot.
undo it you can't,
tighten it, i must.
a line i've drawn,
by force, perhaps so,
by will, i'm not sure.
but what's done, is done.
turn back, please dont.
look back, dare i?
trails have been covered.
tracks, erased.
from oceans to sky,
distance's the limit.
deny it i'll try,
embrace it i cant,
accept it i must.
they say get on,
i say, trying.
they call it pessimism,
i call it reality.
Monday, March 2, 2009
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